Bad Weather = Bad Health = Bad Energy

The weather has been really bad here. One minute its scorching hot and the next minute it rains cats and dogs. High humidity like this always cause me 2 problems - Migraine and asthma.Its been like almost a week since my last blog.. feel too highly drugged with medicines to stay awake and be online. Its a truly awful feeling.... like back in my good/bad poly life... hahahaha

Anyway, the last week I had been having chicken soup, meatball soup.. hmmmm that's it actually... Everyone I stay in touch seems to be sick... doctors must be rich during this cold season.. I got a shock when I was presented with the bills at a local private clinic. Prices seems to be going up these days.... Had a conversation with hubby last night about how his salary is up by 4-5% annually but inflation these days are at 7%.. sigh sigh...

Here in Singapore, we find it harder to save up money. So I am praying for God's guidance. Will we stay here in Singapore after mid of 2009? I hate the idea of moving to anywhere. Kids are in their school age and that will mean a lot of adjustments and stresses to deal with if we move.

Hubby is so fed-up with the way the management are doing things here. Everyone are so money minded and very much materialistic. No more genuine people who are passionate about their work anymore. Everyone trying to be ahead and earning more even at others' expense. He is feeling discourage everyday and I feel for him because he loves his job but others' selfish ambitious management are stopping him from doing his work well. He even mentioned to me when he do go to Munich in May, he will find out about the possibilities of moving back there!!! Aaaarrrrggggggggghhhhhh!!!!

I didn't say anything to that. He knows I will not want to live in Germany and I also know he doesn't fancy living back in Germany too. But I can understand why he is looking at other possibilities even if it meant Germany. I guess if God really wants us to go there, then He will provide me with the wisdom to deal with the Germans. Hahahahahahahaa... Its nothing personal but being dark skin and not German isn't easy :)

Oh well, who knows what God has plan for us ahead. As for now, I am living a day at a time without fail to thank Him everyday for the blessings, wisdom, guidance and love He had provided us. God Bless!