Discourage

Woke up this morning
Felt nothing but melancholy
Another one of those morning
Makes me feel oh so gloomy

Staring blindly looking for light
Amidst darkness in my heart
Where is the light
Where should I depart

Mum, mum, the sound of my son
Life goes on whether I want it or not
So much darkness despite the sun
Wonder how to untangle the knot

Giving myself a treat today
Letting myself to grieve all day
Think and think of wonderful days
But nothing seems to melt away